Saturday, August 27, 2005

The Countdown Begins.


24 days until I leave for Australia. Uggghhh, it's about time. Whenever I tell someone or they ask me about it, they ask why I'm not more excited. Like I should be jumping out of my skin. I am excited, and I am happy--I just don't think the reality of the situation has hit me yet. Just like my family and good friends... they all know I'm leaving, but we haven't really talked THAT much lately about it, mostly because I don't think anyone really believes this is happening. They know I'm going eventually, but the fact that it's 3 and a half weeks away hasn't set in. Plus, I kinda don't want to think too much about it. If I let the good/excited thoughts in, I have to let the sad, leaving the people I love thoughts in too..... and I'm not sure that I'm ready to deal with that yet. Last time I let a few creep in, I started crying like a poof. And I have a ' coooollldd bllooodddded' reputation to protect, so no more of that.

6 Comments:

Anonymous victoria said...

that's it b-rock, i'm summoning you out of that rock you've been scrimmaging under for the past year. its the "briefly scan through dina's heartfelt blogs to began cheerful banter with a fellow postateer" time. i know you're game. although i like to keep my game face at all times, i'll say this: dina, prepare for a deep depression mode after you leave from me, seriously. ha . ha. my list of friends will dwindle from 3 to 2. missing its ringleader.

in search of a time machine,

victoria.

11:35 AM  
Anonymous brian said...

dude. my home address, email address and phone number have been the same for a number of years. i dunno about any sort of rock because i still get out a lot. yeah, i've been a bit busier these past two months, but at the same time i've been focused and have had an insane amount of spare time. so...

4:10 PM  
Blogger Dina said...

dude, that was the lamest comment ever. no offense. scratch that, heaps of offense. lets try and raise the bar a little next time big guy.

11:15 AM  
Anonymous brian said...

look man...you don't understand. i got nothing left in my life! ...and...and i got all these snacks!

there's something you guys need to know.


....


i've come down with....it hurts just to say...a severe case of entitilitus. the doctors say i could go anytime. i've...*tear*...it's been escalated this past week. my entitilitus has evolved, man!!! it's what the doctors are calling "imminent death syndrome". i could very litereally go at any time! *cough*

anyway...i gotta go put a baby in someone. she keeps talking about getting her masters degree and shit. seems too involved for my liking.

3:04 PM  
Anonymous victoria said...

now therrre's the money shot.

11:38 PM  
Anonymous brian said...

soooo...now what?

9:43 PM  

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